Monday, June 29, 2009
400th post.. ya super slow
Happy Birthday Sok Theng :)
NDP rehersal is inhuman.. lol kidding.. i mean we reach there early in the morning but the REAL thing starts at 2pm.. so from 7am to 2 pm we were taking our time to do things..
it was a fun moment.. hopefully next year i dont need to do again. Armor will be organizing next year.. so chances of me being hit again is high.. kenna NDP though is a sad thing but i did overcome it with joy bah i guess.. NS is indeed a place where MAN are borned.. if people always complaint their life in NS is tough or wadever.. once u did NDP .. you will know its the DIVER and COMMANDO thats suffer.
I always look at others and compared with them.. like tekong buddy.. all almost 8am to 5pm job.. and most of my friends around me.. i almost got depression and complaint to GOd asking WHY am i so suay or unlucky? i thought God loves me? yeah he does and thats why he throw me into more shiong department of SAF, i must really thank God i didnt kenna more shiong.. instead of complaint.. i sat down and think about all the things God has done for me.. indeed he has done lots of things to my own personal history and thinking back.. he has blessed me a lot.. circumstances may be your mountain but u need to have faith like a mustard seeds and i will overcome the problem.
Trials are a plan for God, he wants us to go through trials and come out as a stronger and better man. We must of course let God change us.. like the bible says, God is our potter and we are the clay.. if we are hard clay ( unwilling ), God will need to soften us first before we can be really be mould..
Also through Trials, you will be able to see what your were really made of and you will be impress with yourself and surprise that u can actually overcome something that u nvr think of.. like me.. i didnt expect myself to survive field camp 5 days without changing my whole entire uniform, yeah it sounds disgusting ...
You see.. God wants to change us more than the circumstances around you and God knows what is really best for you. we just dunno it..
Let God mould u into the person he want to use you as :)
Signing off..
it got me home
10:38 PM
