Saturday, August 12, 2006
Yesterday was a disaster , Today also.. Woke up at 8:08am.. Went for Bio stuff.. Thought is Mrs chua teach ... Learn Transport in mammals.. Quite ok with it.. After bio thingy .. Edward , Jy , kok ,umesh and me went to play basketball and soccer.. Pissed off wif that stupid teacher, O level oral is next monday and i ask that tomboy for the result of prelim as mrs barnwell said she dunno.. Ask her then she want a REAL REAL REAL poilte attitude , go die la , u think u wad? president issit?? No wonder still alone.. Went to Westmall to have lunch , treat umesh a burger and he kinda reject it at the first, almost shout at him like mr wong did to me yesterday lol..
Went home to take a nap as i have not enough sleep, Woke up , BRo came.. ASk me for O level chinese result, I actually dont wanna say one as it really hurt me a lot yesterday.. but he is my bro , so gonna respect him.. Play KOF 2001 and wanna learn some move from
http://faqs.ign.com/articles/424/424047p1.html and he thought i was acting in front of him as if i was studying , pls la , i dunno some new move right? check that web u say i fake .. Quit the KOF when i was killed LOl... Went downstairs and ask my bro for help as i dunno one of the question in the maths test.. I asked " Gor, i got question to ask you , can help? " He replied " I dont want " .. Was pissed off immediately as he told me to ask him whenever i dunno any stuff..
my mum : " wad happen to you? , your bro ask u question, " .. My bro : " he did not ask me sincerely , he was acting in front of u all.. " WA the moment i heard this shit , i cannot ta han liao ... He later ask to see the question, i said " Nvm , i go ask my teacher , i dont need your help , u thinking i am acting right? then what for u ask me for the question , i got other to help one also" HE slam the sofa and shout at me , WE almost fight with each other and i will punch him IF he said something hurting.. A long clash between us but he said a word that make me realised that i was struggling in my work " how many chances u need? huh? Sec 3 almost drop to normal, when u proof to me in exam u scored well?" .. Tear start to drop as i realised i have been a failure for 4 years in secondary.. i went to the toliet , sat down and think... Reflect .. Think and reflect.. He called me up and we have a quiet conversation.. Afterall , many thing have settled , He have been caring to me but i dont like ppl accuse me .. My bro : " Ok, i am sry for accusing u cause the web looks like a set of notes... i apologize.. " this is my first time i almost fight with my Brother as he think he is 30 ( going to 31) , he can decide and command .. Yes, you maybe Older and WHEN THE FUCK i did not respect you? .. Bro.. If u see this , think about it.. I am your younger brother , not your dog.. i am not for command ..
Signing off........
it got me home
11:05 PM
